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Monday, September 29, 2008

why am i like this?


Every child has its own parents. It may be separated, divorced, annulled or what so ever they are still the child’s parents.

Me? I am the daughter of a man named Reynaldo A. Palsario and a woman named Lina G. Gobuyan. But unluckily I was grew up alone by my father, ‘coz my mother died since I was eleven years of age. But reminiscing the time when I still have both of my parents, that time was so irreplaceable. I can’t forget the time that we were so happy, I can’t forget the time when I still see my father smiling with love and hope and I can’t forget the time that we were complete.

As my parents brought me up, they always said that I should do good things to others if I’d like others do good things to me too. My mother taught me how to pray, she taught me to turn to God if I think that everything is so messed up. My father on the other side taught me to be brave, he taught me to face all the challenges that come to my life. And both of them taught me how to love and to respect others.

It was quite a while that we were together. How I wish I could turn back all those memorable times again. How I wish I could see my mother again. And how I wish we were complete. But then this will never happen again. An event in life can go over and over again but that event will never be the same as the first one.

My father got married again. It hurts me a lot but I can’t do anything. For as long as my father is happy I’ll be happy. But it didn’t go that way. This woman made my father’s life miserable and so as mine. I wished my father and that woman didn’t meet, for I may not be in this situation. Because of her I learned how to hate, because of her I started to hate myself and because of her I started to hate my father. It hurts me even more to see that my father is sad; it hurts me even more to see my father regretting all the things that he have done and it hurts me even more to see that my father is no longer happy.

But God has a plan in each and every one of us. So as my mother said "turn to God if I think everything is so messed up."

*this is an essay in my r.s subject, I'd like to share it with you..=) that's a short story bout my life. hope you like it..=)

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